Les Témoins 一个艾滋病病毒携带者的实录

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这是一部很复杂的电影，不是十分吸引人，但是某些情节却令我印象极其深刻。最令我触目的是：感染了艾滋病的男孩，已经病入膏肓，却还是要去狩猎其他的性伴侣，当他路过一个同性恋者聚集与此，寻找性关系的公园的时候，他在不是那个病入膏肓的睡死的人了，当他跑向其他的寻找性的人的时候，导演给他的面部特写，好象是他跑向自己的理想，必胜的追求一样，面部表情充满了向往的光环。我不知道他最终有没有找到和他发生性关系的人，但是，我看到了他那飞蛾扑火的精神，令我震撼。下面一段话是主人公的原话，应该可以很好的解释他的心理，你也来读一读吧。

The hardest thing being gay is the risks you run for love. Any moron can tell a man from a woman. when you're gay, you find a guy you like and panic that maybe he'll spit in your face or tell everyone you're a fat. Hardly surprising, gays give up. If it's just for sex they can go cruising. I spent all my life in bushes, saunas and bars because I didn't want to mess up. You go where everybody's like you. Mehdi was the exception. That's why I loved him more. But did he ever love me? I don't know.

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  有点触目惊心的话，当然也很好的解释了说话人的想法。